Hey, this is my first post here, i read this one a while back and i really cant remember the name!
its about a boy who's in love with a girl and she seems to be in love with him too, but when he confesses to her it ends in a rejection but not really, the girl says she cannot date him because she wants him to rape her
all the sex is consisted of the guy not wanting to do anything to her and her forcing him to “rape” her
if you guys can help me find it, id be forever grateful