Shit – I cant help but think to myself. I try to avert my eyes, not wanting to match their cruel, ridiculing gaze, yet even without looking at them, I can feel them. Staring me down as If they are predators and im their next meal.
I close my eyes, trying to turn them and their haughty laughter out, yet no matter how hard I try, the feeling of humiliation, shame and fear is everpresent, drowning out every semblense of other emotions.
I should have never done that stupid thing, I never would have imagined that one of them taped me while doing it. If I had know… yet how could I have? I scream at myself and my recklessness internally, as one little mistake, one little mistep is all it took for me to end up like this.
I tightly press my lips together in an attempt to suppress my anger – Those damn perverts “Kneel for us, show us your chest and Ill delte it” tone of them said. its been five minutes already, how much longer do they want me to kneel in this humiliating position?
I want to run away from them, yet with my wrists cuffed and a leashed collar around my neck, its way to late for that. I just hope they be done soon and let me go.
Yet just as I sighed in relief, one of them approaching me, believing, thats hed free me, to my horror, I feel his large hand tucking in my skirt hems into its band, exposing even more of myself, to the remainder of the now franically cheering and commenting group.
